'The only thing I'd change...': Ben Stokes reveals unfulfilled wish after England lose Test series to NZ

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Former England captain Ben Stokes in this frame. (Getty)
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Things didn't end the way Ben Stokes wanted on his farewell match at Trent Bridge

New Zealand thrashed England by 160 runs in the third Test to seal series 2-1

Ben Stokes’ iconic international career reached a somber conclusion at Trent Bridge as he watched from the dressing room balcony while his team succumbed in the series decider third Test to New Zealand on June 29. The emotional high of Sunday—when the shocking news of his sudden retirement hijacked the cricketing world mid-session, gave way to a stark reality check on Monday morning. Ultimately, there were no miraculous turnarounds left for the hosts, who were completely outclassed by a highly disciplined and clinical Black Caps side that refused to grant the departing skipper a fairytale ending.

Wish things to have ended differently in terms of the result: Ben Stokes

England’s batting order collapsed for 212 midway through the final day, handing New Zealand a 160-run victory and a 2-1 series triumph. The result marks a major historic low, serving as the very first home series defeat for England since Stokes and head coach Brendon McCullum joined forces four years ago. In fact, you have to look back to 2012 to find the last time England dropped a home series of three or more matches—a monumental failure that famously brought down the curtain on Andrew Strauss’ captaincy.

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For a competitor as fierce as Stokes, finishing on the losing side was a bitter pill to swallow. While he leaves behind an illustrious, his final moments on the international stage were defined by a longing for a winning send-off that his team simply could not deliver.

"It would have been great for things to have ended differently in terms of the result," Stokes said at the post-match presentation.

No chance of reversing retirement

Later, Stokes firmly shut down any speculation on chances of reversing retirement for the upcoming Ashes series, stating unequivocally that his playing days are over. Following his unexpected retirement announcement, the 35-year-old’s legendary international career officially concluded with England's third Test defeat against New Zealand. Despite the looming high-stakes battle against Australia next summer, Stokes made it clear that he will not be retracing his steps.

When pressed on whether the allure of the Ashes could tempt him back onto the field, Stokes emphasized his peace of mind regarding the choice. Speaking to BBC Test Match Special, he revealed that the decision was the product of long, careful deliberation rather than an impulsive reaction. "I am incredibly content with everything right now," Stokes shared, adding, "It is a decision I don't take lightly. It has taken a lot of time."

Definite and final goodbye

To eliminate any lingering doubts about a future return, the talismanic all-rounder left no room for misinterpretation about his status. When asked point-blank to confirm if his retirement was absolute, Stokes simply replied, "I am done. I am very happy." A follow-up inquiry asking if he was entirely certain was met with a definitive, one-word response: "Sure."